[ It does make her feel sour, in an odd, jealous way, even if she has no desire for that sort of affection from him. But he’s important to her, and he’s her rock, a lifeline in this place. The idea of losing any small part of that frightens her. ]
So what do you intend to do? If you are in love...
[ Sidony has no desire to end their marriage either - it’s safe, comfortable, protective both ways - but she would do anything to bring him even a shred of happiness. ]
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I suppose I haven't talked about it much with you, but - I do love her.
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So what do you intend to do? If you are in love...
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[ He shakes his head in answer to that unspoken question. ]
I cannot be with her.
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[ Sidony has no desire to end their marriage either - it’s safe, comfortable, protective both ways - but she would do anything to bring him even a shred of happiness. ]
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[ Well. ]
Yes. That is a part of it. But also, because I think I would ruin her if I did.
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Oh, my love. You would not. I may not know all there is to know of you, but I know what is inside. You would cherish her.
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I don't know that I would. Not like I would need to do.
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